Holistic Healing Journey

I'm about to depart to Abadiania in two days. I feel quiet. Almost like I'm already there.  I've been having a lot of realizations since I've decided to make this trip. The most painful one is that people that are close to my heart and need help, doesn't really want it now and are not as open minded as I thought they are. The hardest thing is to respect their decision on not helping themselves. It must be like that with the angels and all those spiritual helpers, that are just waiting to be called for help, but non really call them. In this video clip there is a scene from my favorite movie Astral City, where light beings are trying to give helping hand to those that walk in darkness, but not everyone is ready to go to the light.  It is really like that in our lives. No one can help us until we decide to help ourselves, really and truly change, love where there it seems impossible to love, forgive when it seems pointless, and grow, learn to become a better s...

Your healing journey starts way before you come to Abadiania, to see John of God. You will experience things that you are fear off, you will become aware of your own and others limited believes, things might break, you might get sick.. You will start shifting  and peeling like an onion. Every night I usually sit and pray, talk to God and angels about everything that I'm going through. I visualize my flight, my seat in the plane, people around me and create the best scenario. Then I pray and send energy to that what i have been created and ask for blessing and guidance. The more important is the questions that you will bring in front of the John of God. To crystallise what is really important to you, it is good if you write a journal and answer some simply question about your feelings and ways on some topics, and start from there. Here are some questions that you might want to answer to yourself: Why am I going? What is this journey about for me and why? What do i truly w...

Except of your inner preparation you will need some things to think about. I will put here things that I prepared for a two weeks stay. I will probably take more clothes then I will need but just in case and being a massage therapist I usually work in white, so I have already plenty of white clothes;-) Firstly money, since yesterday I went to the post office to find out I can't get Reals from there. But you can order money transfer on line, and they will deliver to your post office. Over there in Abadiania pousada San Rafael has a ATM and somewhere on the other side of the town, you can also go for the ATM. That is what I have been told. Also at the Casa you can pay by card and most of the shops. Have some US dollars to buy some food if you are passing through Dubai. How much to take. I watch a good You tube video where the lady explains that people usually take around US $700. She also talks about the cost of water, souvenirs, books so you can calculate how much you will need. ...

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    So, after the full three weeks of waiting my visa is finally here!!! All other things are already arranged and I'm ready to go! I've been trying to contact friends who might benefit from this trip too. But on my big surprise they are not so open as I thought they are. Or they are not ready to be better, to go forward. I don't know but for me there is a lesson here to trust, let go and accept their decision.

I'm born in the family where the giving were the part of our culture. We didn't know esoteric side of it, but it felt good.  Usually in my healing studio, I forget on time. I surrender to the process and I give how much is needed to the person. Some people will have their treatment finished on time, some will need some extra and I give it. I don't charge for it cause I usually say it is my fault;-) It is actually my mission in life to help and give. Financially as my accountant husband say, it is not profitable but I get and have so much profit from it. I used to work in Croatia with the people that really needed help, and I used to get only blessings for the payment. Now 10 years after I live in a so much better place, where abundant people are my clients and they usually even leave extra for the treatment. I know that blessings from those Croatians who couldn't pay me, bought me a ticket for this awesome life that I'm having in Australia. Now that I'm ab...

This recipe is better then in any restaurant in Melbourne. TRUST ME Ingredients: Your Love first Pack of potato Gnocchi Veggies handful of each: green beans, cabbage, mushrooms, asparagus and carrots, onion or 1 ts of asafoetida (hing)powder for those that don't use onion or garlic. Salt Veggie stock For sauce: Handful of cashews soaked for few hours or 15min in hot water. A small cup of brawers yeast A spoon of smoked paprika Pinch of salt Blend all together in the blender. How to prepare: Firstly fry some onion in the pan. After few minutes add all the veggies and sir fry for a few minutes. Add some salt and if you like some veggie stock. Don't over cook it since you will bake the whole thing. Cook gnocchi and when they are ready mix them with the stir fry veggies. Pour the sauce on top, stir and put to bake. Bake for about 30min on 200-250 deg C. Bon Appétit 

I'm still waiting for my visa to arrive. From Australia they say up to 4 weeks! In the meantime, I'm preparing myself by doing some inner work. I found really good book from Mytrae Meliana about the preparation for the trip to John of God. It is very easy and not a big book to read. It is to the point and with great questions to review your life and set your mind on the reasons you are doing this pilgrimage. I can feel the work is already in progress on me. Like a purgatory, I've been going through some emotional hardship regarding my family overseas. Old wounds opened up, and the feeling of helplessness to do anything is very painful for me. I see a lot of things that I kinda overgrown but still wearing it, since I don't have and see a better option. I see a lot of ego in me, from the things that drive me to act, say things certain way.. the way that I can see as a separate from someone who I really am. I've been like in a cinema in a last week or so watchin...